Hmmm ... and again Am on my way to another trip across the coastal belt ... this time to a place well known for its troubles, busniessmen , business and wealthy men and women and ofcourse the Temple of Goddess Durga ... a new pack has been launched and ''time for us to gather new markets and new 'territories'' as my managers yell , the pack needs to be given a grand launch and I seem to be the most important entity along wid my salesforce too, atleast for now , to help it gain some kind of market ! Hmm ... in sales ur always important every time u sell and help the lean curve go up the graph ... and the moment that bloody curve begins to crawl downwards ...u would be at the receiving end and God Help !!! Pray that u'd atleast be left with your Ego to continue ahead !

Sales ... , sales never improves or moves away from being critical, complex and compulsory to attain and achieve ! Almost a week there(the Town), would or should probably help us gain something over the ''Nothing'' that we already bost of, in that area, and so its time for me to once again Re-charge my gotten old, rusty, unwilling, energy batteries and 'start' the 'game .

God help ... and I would do my best yet again, for there is one thing that would always wana make me do the best ... The Ego , The Pride , and The Name ofcourse and more than anything, The Satisfaction of giving the best and getting back to my bed to have a sound sleep !

I would ofcourse miss my HQ(Read Head Quarter Town ) , the beach , the late night rides , The ''bird watching'' and the Lonely Nights, watching Movies at my Aptmnt. Well ... thats the way it is, then thats the way it would be ... and I promsie I 'd back with a Bang !!! God I love arnold and his 'Astha La Vistah Babey' ... Ciao Amigoz ... keep smilin ...

Walk and Walk ... Jus Keep Walking and Walking

Hey All been a long while ( now the phrase seems cliched for certain !) , the last two days in Hyd (Went for a meet cum leisure) have been something, that failed to leave a mark , except for the fact we(Team) sat listening to the bosse' and their boss talking ... Hmmm I thought I was the ONLY one who does the talking ! At a point during the talking that was on , I felt '' Man, wat this world made up of ... is life just about waking up running and running and then going back and then waking up again and then running and running again , but ONLY this time, people expect u to Run Faster and Better !'' I am talking and tryna understand the 'factor' and phenomenon called Sales , nothing is ever the best in Sales , nothing is ever permanent in the so called Sales profession and Nothing , Trust Me would ever change the Way Sales Functions, simply 'cos the one way to better wat u already did yesterday is to do it better today and do it much better tomorrow and on it goes , no end , no 'rest' , No Certainity jus keep on and on ... Walking and Talking, U understand wat I mean, I hope ! Sometimes jus some of the many times , I feel like I have been 'burned' off and there is no more 'energy' to RUN , and that I need some 'Rest' , a break , a change , a relief , and that I wud be transfered magically to a place where u jus don even think and jus be ... I mean JUST BE ...

Last week I have seen a movie that runs on ideals, which many a men( and Yes Woman too ) , wud wana emulate, the Movie ''SIVAJI'' , that stars Rajnikant, the Superstar ... Hmmm guess No !!! The superstar' Superstar, the man has begun to knock the foundations of many a super stars and I am sure thats not the end.Otherwise I thought the film had a good motive a fine script, but a little lack of screen play and editing, hey but who the fuc cares as long as it does thrill u and the heroine for the first time since she made a debut some five years ago, seemed attractive and for once I thought I should change my mind and ask her for a date !

Hmmm now how do I end this post ... Ah Yes, I would pray and wish the rains that seem to create a bit of havoc have mercy and may God save the lives of the people and have mercy and not punish the world for the sins that some men/ women commit! That's the least I could do and may God Blezz Ya All ... and a note please be a bit careful and drive carefully on the roads, carry a rain coat, avoid the rain and call ur bloody boss and tell him that it wud not be possible to do the field work since its raining heavy ! Any Good Boss wud understand , My Bosse' do understand ...Thank You Have Fun Adios ...

Hmmm ...

Hmmm ... the word / expression (Hmmm!) seems to be one thing am left with these days ... Its been quite a Long Time since I have typed something on here , Well , call it as you may Lethargy or Laziness or just BOTH ! Loneliness has taken its Toll ! Amidst Hectic work , Impending Challenges , a little bit of Craziness , a want for something or is it Someone ??? , and an Uncertain Mind - Set , am at the least eligible to say Hmmmm ... and keep Hmmmimg on ...

Man what is it with me or people like me ...they never are sure about somethings , Hmmm anyways otherwise Life' s Treating Yours Humbly Amply Fine . Been Reading a book or Two one a Wild West Mystery and another on something that would grab the attention of the most powerful piece of Land in the World - Terrorism , been a long time since I watched a Movie in a theatre , watched one yesterday a seemingly hillarious comedy a Hindi Flick ... was Ok ! Probably I would have had more fun if I had gone with a Bunch of my Pal - Folks .

Workwise the Third Quarter (the 7,8,9th Months ) has ended and the 4th almost Midway before it hands over the ''Batton'' of change to the Next Year, I guess some good understanding and planning with in the next few weeks would help most for the coming Year Ahead ! And am quite bored about Work too , Looks like I need to get on into the James Bond Garb - if you ask me two reasons for that , One - Lot of Adventure and Spin about around the world at the cost of Her Majesty's Treasure Chest or is it Mrs Boroccoli ' ...Two Hmmmmm My Favourite - The Gals ofcourse ... most befitting ones with the most curvacious bods that would belt any MAN out his sane senses ! Some One out there hear me Out ! LOL !!!!!!

Astaa La Vista !!!

''Aasta La Vista Babey'' ... Scorns Arnold Schawaznegger in a film that grossed millions and made him the highest paid entertainer ... and this is what I would always want to say to My Blog , for I am always 'so near yet so far'from it that I tend to be irregular @Blogging ... So here I am ... back , back after a long Hiatus ? back with a bang ??? I don't know ...but here I am , back ! ... Life and Work have been real pushy and hectic ... There are so many things I wish to put on the pages across to lighten my mind and highten my heart and yet there seems to be, no WILL to do so , here I got some time and am there again rolling , strolling ... Offlate work has been so immensly demanding that I began to see what it takes to be a MAN at work ... Sales has always been preceeded by Hope and Succeded by Pressure and probably sometimes Despair and sometimes Success .

Sometimes My mind endlessly travels across to the past where I started off as a hard core salesman ( I was Proud of it for sure ! ) and had faced immense dis-satisfaction at work and away from it too . Somehow I managed myself out of it ...and perhaps left the work for Good . Alot has happened between then and now ...a lot that has helped me get better saner and stronger ... I wish and believe that every man/woman should have the pride in what ever they do and perhaps be candid enough about it . Some day perhaps I would walk across, the same road I walked years before as a 'small' guy , as a 'BIG' man !!! There is a lot fun in dreaming , I believe you should dream too and yeah ...DREAM BIG ...ADIOS !

Been A long while Now ...

Its been quite a Long while now ... somehow I was not able to plant in a post , all the while I can say I was kinda busy ... well work for certain has changed a bit , something has happened in the last one month or so ... I seem to be a lot more calm , cool and patient which is very unusual for my kinda genetic make - up ! Perhaps I am now understanding the 'world' better and am able to reciprocate well . Perhaps this is what every experienced manager would expect from his sub-ordinate ... and perhaps this is what could actually make a MAN out of every aspiring kid in the corporate world. Work apart , personal Life has nothing special in its menu ... as usual the same 'meal' , nothing spicey happening !Oh btw I have been reading a blog by an IIM girl for quite sometime now , pretty worded but upfront and bold , makes an interesting reading spare a few highs and lowz , thats been for sometime my reading pleasure... thanks to the girl ... Hmmm I was kinda always wanting to know what the make - up of an IIM girl is like , Quite curious to understand the mental set-up and observe how She/He differs from the 'common' Mba grad .

I ended up meeting one of my Mba Juniors ... man , trust me the world does change fast ... this guy is wed now and feels great about it ... I was like jolted out of the blue, learing about his new avatar , that of a household man ... I used to see this guy, as a kid running here and there asking us, the seniors, doubts , tips and Books ! Now I guess , may be I could take some guidance from him ! Anyways I asked him whether has was happy as a married man , he replied in the affirmitiive and that brought about a smile on my lips ... not met many who marry young and remain happy for long ! Time changes many things , lets hope certainly NOT some things !

Otherwise am leading the Life of a saint ... hmm I mean that of a mendicant who has not yet 'scented' a woman ...u know what I mean ! Work is helping me come across a varied section of folks , who certainly are unique... U see in business one tends to meet ppl who do NOT fail to amaze one ! Am learning and observing from these 'specimens' , it helps a lot both professionally and personally !

About Sex... welll don't ask ... it should always remain a ????? Trust me conserving one's Bio- Physical Energy helps in many ways ... and who said that ??? ... don't know just heard it from somewhere and , yea 'Conserving' the same for a long period can be a disaster ! I bet the experts would agree with me! Adios ... Asta La Vista ...Amigo

Hmmm ... sometimes I am like this !!!

Hmmm ... I just am going through the same kinda feeling that I went through not many days ago ... a little bit ill, weary, easily tired, running nose , aching body parts , heavy head and a restless mind ... whats worse among the above said ailments is certainly the last ... and its been my favourite since my school days . Somehow I always succumbed to that trait , I guess its in my veins , strongly placed and structured... anyways I know my body mechanism well enough , few days from now ... I would be fine again... yes... coming to My Job , somethings not right about what s going on now ... First Quarter was good , in fact am being modest it was better than just good! But certainly not the HUGE HIT am planning before the year ends... second quarter is on ... first month , am going like how many would ... slow , cautious , depending on the same formulae and tricks... in sales most of the times , its how well u recognize ur so called major 'contributors' of growth and how well u 'handle' them to get u 'home' . I guess a little effort here and a smart working on the numbers there would see me off to a second quarter victory. But ...something , something ... is trying to get into mind...I still can't 'hear' what its tryna say ... somthing that wants me to be way better than what am now ... this is not me ... certainly not ... I never , as a school going kid or as a grad, was satisfied or went home by just doing what everyone did to finish the day off ... I always had a way of being different and creative ... never was the routine guy , never the common types , and never ever the usual formula follower ...'cos that did not make me happy or satisfiied , I just could not follow what others did ... call it my egotistic nature or my unusually self - proclaimed mentality about someone being different from the normal folk .... I still remember , back in my Mba , when we were asked to try and make an ad about a new product to be introduced into the market , everyone else went for a toothpaste , a fruit juice or something that can be bought with 10 bucks with ease ... and guess what me and my team went for ....a bloody hot fcukinggggggg damn convertible car , a two seater ... and wait for the surprise ...it wud run on just Solar Power !!! Hmmm ... sometimes just sometimes , dreams do need to have a limit !!! But thats the part about school ... there is no fear , no mental block , no doubt ... just freedom , freedom to express the thoughts and feelings ... as we gain intelligence we are 'chased' by fear, mystery , doubt ... which eventually 'slow' down our performance and create a kind of friction and ultimately may lead to something close to what u can call .. FAILURE ! I neva was doubtful about anything during that period of my Life ... except ...except for may be one thing ...the thing that always caused a doubt ... thing about girls... I neva could know what is it in me or in a girl that made me inert... paralysed , loose my equlibrium , I neva had a girl friend then ... though I tried...well u can say I neva tried much ... why ???? don't know why ...may be I was not putting enough 'punch' into my trials... not putting enough interest and enthusaiasm and may be I neva could find the Ms. right ....ohhhhhhh, How Naive I was ... I was so naive to not know that there is no Ms. right ... Life is a compromise ... and everything in Life is a compromise ... perhaps I just was not old enough to realise that ...anyways I did come across few girls ...but they were like one time 'sparks' not the ever burning 'lamps' ... some I could not keep pace with and some I neva felt like they were 'fit' for me ... but as I look back the one thing I would regret about ...is not having a gf ... holy fuck ... I made a mistake then ...but then I always consoled my self ... ''if u need something u got to sacrifice another'' ...so there I was, earning awards , beating other guys in competitions , winning accolades, a pathetic assole ... who just always told himself that he always was a great guy and he could always be alone and happy... Nope ...I was wrong , perhaps I guess I knew it then itself that I was ... but may be I just hid it from 'myself' ... men sometimes try to 'escape' from the a reality and it s real worse when they try... 'cos they are damn bad at doing that ....ufffffff sorry guys but we are all same when it comes to few things ... and yea that does not make the girls out there any better... they too are the same , except that men cry to themsleves.. and girls cry to their bedroom walls or may be to the other girls ... as I ponder now ... I believe there are a lot many thingt I need to Equip Myself with... for one .. RESPOSIIBILITY ... am working for an mnc ... and I better be responsible and be a better professional than the others ... and two ... get mature ...more mature I mean ... think less and just work more... and last ... better get back to that 'kid' that I was ... that kid who always stood up when others just sat , that kid who always walked when others just stood , and that smart kid who ran when everyone else just walked ... that kid that I always loved to be ... and will ever be ... for someone out there ... I think I need some company ... some good sweet company ...u know what I mean ...now time for me to end the emotional talk lolllllllllllsssssssssssss ... sometimes ....just sometimes I am like this ... adios amigo !