To sit and relax is one thing ... To sit and ponder is another ... To sit and sit is something I seem to be doing all the time !!!!! I have a feeling am getting older and older and slower by time...fcukkkkk ! What s happening ... am I this slow , this laid - back , and this inert ! As I tend to look at the past 8 months or so, ( This is the Ninth Month in the company ) I think I have been miserably lucky to 'escape' the results of my inert and forgetful nature ! But as the say '' mistakes multiply and achievements ONLY add '' I am now facing the mistakes of my past negligence... and they seem ' heavier' than before... anyways that helps me reflect, reflect - like am doing now , reflect , recorrect and restructure my workings , I just hope this month helps me get better and be more a pro than an amateur ! Thats regards the work , as for personal life... I am still the same non - moving , inert, laid - back, unevolving kid growing up to be a MAN !Come to think of it ... I am sometimes feeling the same way I felt when in graduation - clueless ! Clueless about what I should be and what I need , perhaps am just thinking much more than I normally should ! Perhaps everyone faces this phase in Life, perhaps this just happens all the time ! I just don't know , what else to do ... and I guess I just don't know what else to type too !

anyways ... time changes things and helps better situations , Lets see ... am waiting though .... am waiting ...